Well that’s the first surgery of the year done and dusted. After much anxiety over preop appointments falling through, fear of it being cancelled due to arriving on the ward and finding out that surprise surprise I had a temperature, and the team not being overly sure over the best way to handle my misbehaving jaw – to now be recovering on the ward is such a relief.
There had been some back and forth over how they were going to carry out the surgery due to my jaw having the potential to spasm and dislocate which could impact their management. My last surgery went fine until waking up when it dislocated and I needed to be sedated to have it relocated. A situation we all wanted to avoid repeating. One option presented was to have a spinal anaesthesia and be awake. I declined this as my neurology team have always stressed that they don’t want anything invasive being done to my spine due to all my health complications. This disappointed the team here and we chatted about this a few times, as understandably to them this was the safest way to proceed, however I chose to go ahead with the general as my neurologist was always very clear on the matter.
It went really well which is fantastic. They’ve inserted a suprapubic catheter; which is a catheter that is inserted through an incision in my lower abdomen and into a small incision in the bladder. I’ve had bladder issues for about eleven years now but over the last year these got severe. I reached the point in the summer where my bladder just stopped working and I was unable to void anymore. We tried intermittent catheterising but due to my tremors and spasms in my hands along with frequent dislocations in my fingers this was impossible on some days. Over the last few months I’ve ended up in hospital on multiple occasions with UTIs, kidney infections and retention.
When my consultant originally announced this next step I felt quite down. It seemed like such a spiral in health and I was overwhelmed. However I’ve had time to come around to it all and the relief I now feel having had the operation is significant. This should hopefully mean I start feeling much better, infections should stop being a regular occurrence and life should return to its usual level of uniqueness. So I’m embracing my new addition with a happy heart. Now to recover and get well enough for surgery no2 on my jaw.
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