It’s been a long day. I arrived at the walk-in unit before 8 this morning in agony and with an obvious infection in my incision site.A half hour later I was on my way to hospital being sent straight back to the surgical assessment unit, ive since bounced around the wards for a few hours as they are full to the brim.
My incision site has been leaking pus and the pain I have internally can only be described as a scaping and burning sensation. It’s been leaving me in tears unable to move. The member of staff I saw was lovely. Quickly established that I needed my suprapubic catheter changed to a new one due to the infection and did so. Despite the morphine I struggled with the pain.
The reg came to check and make a plan “once the infections gone you’ll learn to adjust to the pain”. A sentence that seems utterly barbaric to utter to a woman shaking in pain, clearly unwell, and whose just expressed the severity of the pain she’s in.
I count my lucky stars for the team member who was in charge of looking after me today. Who could see how much I was struggling and did everything she could for me.
I’m now waiting for a bed on the ward where we can get antibiotics started and try to get my pain under control.
Dystonia and Me 