Posted in Archive, January

Care Plan in Place

 

Yesterday I went up to London for an appointment with my consultant. I went prepared with many questions, and was determined to get everything I needed done. I left the appointment feeling very happy and relieved! My consultant had been extremely apologetic about the delay in getting back to us and the delay in administering treatment. He assured my mother and I, that this would not happen again, and that we were to email him if something else happened or when I needed my next lot of Botox done.

My main aim of the meeting was to leave with a care plan in place and to have received my Botox treatment. I was rather pleased, that instead of me having to ask for this, he brought the subject up himself. After feeling my Ormandibular Dystonia, he agreed to administer the Botox into both sides of my jaw. This lifted a massive weight of me, as I have stressed about this for weeks. It is a huge relief to know that in about a weeks time when the Botox kicks in, I will be feeling so much better!

My consultant has also referred me to a short stay physiotherapy/rehabilitation scheme at the hospital. In which they will admit me into the hospital for five days, and give me intensive physiotherapy/rehabilitation, they will also send me home with physiotherapy exercises to do. I am still on the waiting list for inpatient treatment on a longer basis, however the waiting list for this is a year-long. He is also referring me to one of my local hospitals to receive outpatient CBT, to help me deal with my Non Epileptic Seizures. The idea of this is to help give me methods to deal with pain, as my seizures are  triggered by extreme pain.

Another big plus is that he is more than happy for me to start riding at my local stables, which once a week hold lessons for the disabled. He thought it was a very positive idea! I am over the moon as it means that I can get back on a horse!!!  Hopefully (depending on the weather) I shall be having my first lesson later on this week, if the weather does not improve than I shall have my first lesson next week!

Yesterday was so positive, and has restored my faith in my consultant. I had gone to my appointment ready to fight to get treatment, instead it was all offered to me with out me having to ask! It is a huge relief to know that in 7-10 days time, the Botox will have kicked in fully and I will not have to worry about my jaw going into spasm for a while!

Posted in Archive, January

Crash Landing

It would seem that ever since the first of January all I seem to do is either fall over due to a leg spasm, or collapse due to a seizure. Yesterday at my support/research group, I had a Non Epileptic Seizure, triggered by pain from my jaw, whilst sitting in my wheelchair. Now I had always thought that if I had a Seizure whilst in my wheelchair I would be fairly safe, as I was in a ‘contained’ environment. Turns out I was wrong. I regained consciousness to find myself on the floor. My seizure had shaken me out of my wheelchair onto the floor. Luckily the people around me acted as quickly as they could to make sure I didn’t do myself any harm, whilst the others fetched my mother to find out what to do. Thankfully  other than really bruising my coccyx, and generally being a bit achy, I was fine.

My Basal Ganglia, however, seems determined to inflicted pain on me. I have lost count of how many times I have fallen over because of my leg Dystonia today. My foot flips over and my leg spasms backwards, or sometimes up in the air, and I end up on the ground. This means that who ever is helping me walk also ends up on the ground too. I think my leg has been so bad today in reaction to lasts night collapse. Due to yesterdays collapse and today’s many falls, my body is really rather sore. I feel like I am covered in bruises from head to toe. Tomorrow I plan on resting my body, to give it time to calm down, and to meditate.

Today, when I wasn’t falling over, I wrote a list of a questions for my meeting with my consultant on Tuesday. I want to go as prepared as I can be, so that the situation I have been in with him for the last two months, does not ever happen again.

Posted in Archive, January

Emergency Hospital Trip

Yesterday  was an extremely odd day. To be honest I remember  nothing of it! Apparently as I was mixing up my medicine in the kitchen, I collapsed and fell on to our tiled floor and then went on to have a hell of a lot of Non Epileptic Seizures along with extreme Jaw spasms, with mere seconds of consciousness between each one. Due to the fact I really hit my head and arm hard when I collapsed, I was rushed off to hospital in an ambulance. Whilst at the hospital I was monitored for hours and had my hip x-rayed (thank-fully I had not broken it). It was while we were at the hospital that my mother noticed that I was also having Non Epileptic seizures which weren’t taking on their usual form. I was staring blankly, and not responding when my mum spoke to me or when she waved her hands in front of my face. This is slightly concerning as it means that I may be having more Non Epileptic Seizure than we are aware of.

Today I have woken up feeling like I have been run over repeatedly by a truck. I am therefore spending the day medicated to the max, and in bed. The thought of moving is not one I welcome. This incident has given me yet another issue to talk to my consultant about as it is getting beyond ridiculous now.On the bright side of things, whilst my Jaw Dystonia is still playing up, it is not to bad today, which is a relief.